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The Emotional Impact of Bladder Disorders

Before I was diagnosed with an underactive bladder and along with the Biosleuth, Julia Parker, started this blog and and the book, “Beyond Embarrassment: Reclaiming your life with neurogenic bladder and bowel” life had become a “bit complicated”, despite my happy circumstances.

I was enveloped in a cloud.  A lovely family, loving husband, yet where was my joy? Why was I anxious?  My body ached. When I ate food, I felt full and unsatisfied.  I had other tell-tale signs, of course, but they crept up so gradually, I did not pay attention. Long before, in my youth, I could ‘pee like a racehorse.’  In fact, I had to press my urine out with my hand, at this point.  I prided myself on not needing to use the restroom as frequently as my friends when we were out and about.

I had shared my subtle (well, now they don’t seem so subtle) symptoms with my doctor for years, at this point.  He suggested that I might have fibromyalgia or irritable bowel. It was not until I had a raging bladder infection that I was diagnosed with a neurogenic bladder. I underwent the panel of urodynamic tests that determine if the bladder has emptied fully. I was told that my bladder was not contracting well; it was “underactive” and I would need to use intermittent catheterization to urinate for the rest of my life.

I was numb with shock and overcome with a myriad of emotions, including humiliation, depression, and pure shame.  How could I fess up to the fact that my problems were due to my bladder?  Who talks about bladders?  They are a forbidden topic.  Never in my wildest dreams would I have equated my physical and emotional symptoms with my bladder and its deficient state.

New medical diagnoses affect each of us differently, but the reality of dealing with a chronic health condition is wearing at best – and devastating for most. It is not going to heal; it won’t get better. It is my new state of being.

After receiving a neurogenic, underactive,  bladder diagnosis, I dealt with a daily change in routine, in the form of clean-intermittent catheterization. Others might, if temporally bedridden, use an indwelling catheter or Foley catheter. Some are confronted with possible surgical solutions, which may or may not be successful, and while trying to maintain a semblance of normality, the very real challenge is to avoid chronic urinary tract infections (UTI).  Why? By emptying the bladder manually, bacteria are inadvertently introduced into the urethra (neck of the bladder) and can migrate into the bladder itself. These bacteria can then start to multiply and result in an infection. Chronic bladder infections can result in kidney damage.  Many times, feelings of despair, anxiety and mood swings can be the result of a bladder infection, even before one knows. Emotionally a person can be caught unaware.

A 2015 study drew a relationship between a percentage of patients with UTI and various neuropsychiatric disorders,1 including mood disorders. Dramatic mood swings (ranging anywhere from sudden lethargy to uncharacteristic yelling) are well documented among multiple sclerosis patients who experience a myriad of medical problems, including neurogenic/underactive bladder.2 A study conducted on roughly 100 patients with spinal cord injury (SCI) showed that emotional and neurological symptoms, including depression, are more likely in women over men (3.8 fold), as well as those unable to successfully catheterize themselves (4.6 times)3 compared to those able to maintain their independence by performing self-catheterization. A smaller study of people with urinary tract infections found twice as many women as men experience extreme mood swings.4

I think it’s crucial to recognize the possibility of associated mental-state changes when dealing with a neurogenic bladder and UTI. If you have been diagnosed, watch for symptoms. Be ready to deal with them, rather than allow them to overtake and rob you further. The state of health care today demands that we be proactive; being our own advocate allows us to maintain our own best possible health. Are you doing everything you can to live your life to it’s fullest?

Share your experience with mood swings due to your state of health with a comment, below and . . . Hang in there!

JoAnne Lake is the author of Beyond Embarrassment: Reclaiming Your Life with Neurogenic Bladder and Bowel, together with Julia Parker, MS, MLIS.  She can be reached at www.trudytriumph.com.

References:

1) Chae JH, Miller BJ. Beyond Urinary Tract Infections (UTIs) and Delirium: A Systematic Review of UTIs and Neuropsychiatric Disorders. J Psychiatr Pract. 2015 Nov;21(6):402-11. doi: 10.1097/PRA.0000000000000105. Review. PubMed PMID: 26554322;

2) Kes VB, Cengić L, Cesarik M, Tomas AJ, Zavoreo I, Matovina LZ, Corić L, Drnasin S, Demarin V. Quality of life in patients with multiple sclerosis. Acta Clin Croat. 2013 Mar;52(1):107-11. Review. PubMed PMID: 23837280;

3) Oh SJ, Shin HI, Paik NJ, Yoo T, Ku JH. Depressive symptoms of patients using clean intermittent catheterization for neurogenic bladder secondary to spinal cord injury. Spinal Cord. 2006 Dec;44(12):757-62. PubMed PMID: 16432529;

4) Urinary tract infection and Mood swings – from FDA reports; https://www.ehealthme.com/cs/urinary-tract-infection/mood-swings/ visited Nov. 17, 2017

 

 

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